Monday, September 27, 2010

meow*

sooo---to update you on whats going on..my laptop is causing me problems and sinc ethen blogge rhates me and dont lets me coment..i wonder if there is a relation between those two things..

aside that i mainly well and busy..thats why i come in only shortly today(actually i wante dto make a thank you post but that has to wait till..uhmm..a few more days..dont hate me) and instead of this i join the eyecandy monday for the first time and make your eyes happy with a bbw (which is porn for big beautiful woman) because you know me..i like curves...not exclusively but especially ..so viva la big girl:-)

Friday, September 10, 2010

its that time of the year again...


so..usually i dont do this...i really dont...i never do..speak about my birthday or announce it..that is...and i wanted to do it this way again this year..but someone* told me how awful people are who hide their b-days or keep them undercover...i dont have a problem with getting older..i see it pretty much as what it is..a natural process....but having my b-day doesent mean much to me..that might have reasons back in ym childhood but in generell its just not an important day...since midnight my phone delievers sms from family and friends who want to be the first to say happy b day danielle...and i love texts and stuff..but...i dont feel birthdayish..i never do..i m never exited or anything about this day...maybe i dont have the b-day-gen....

but still...even though i had other plans i ll have some friends over at my place tomorrow...i ll have fun and a good time..maybe i ll even call it a b-day celebration...but there will be no snoby fancy schmancy dinner ..there will be pizza and beer..yes..me! pizza and beer because i dont feel like standing in the kitchen and prepare a 3 or 4 course meal like i usually do for dinnerparties... i just wanna have a good time and talk a bit...have some drinks...my actual plan was to spend the night on my own at my fav sushi place and eat as much california rolls as i could...but hey..there will be more b-days to do that:-)


now that its time to go back to bed...i might be a bit exited ...not that i would admit that..but maybe i really am..not particulary about my b-day...but about that new decade which is to come...about new people i ll meet..about new places i ll see...about things i ll leave behind me...and about the good things which are in front of me waiting to be discovered...there are a few blogland people too who i so would like to have at my house tomorrow...for drinks..for food and all night long talking...for sure...i ll think of you:-)

ha..i m loading a pic of a b-day cake up to illustrate this post...which reminds me of my cousin ninas b-day a few years ago..back when i wasnt able yet to bake..i always was good at cooking but never was a baker..i am still not a good one...my cousin dirk is the bakery magican...and so back then i made a huge onion pizza for my cousin nians b-day as a replacement for a cake..with her name on it...written with huge pieces of ham and bacon..:-)i wish i still had a picture of that:-)

* that ass-kicking someone , of course, is our beloved jo..:-)

he´s alive! he´s alive!

yeah its been a while...
actually i meant to blog since i m back from france..but as you might heared through the wire one of my best friends went through a hard time and i had..have..to be there at her side and give her compassion..hold her hand like i did since a thousand livetimes...from the craddle to the deadbed we allways say..this time we came pretty close to that..but let´s not go there....

lets go to..work!!!

i m busy working on a piece for donnas, shannas and neves awsome project "f-stop" ...i m struggling through the beginning since a while and i m worried that donna almost thinks i dont wanna do it..but i m doing it...i ll strip off my soul layer by layer and show you something you havent seen yet...becausd ethere are things i wanna speak about...no i dont want to but i have to..so i will...


there will be also a new post on my so long neglected " the absinth room blog" ..so i hope you ll come visit me there as well...

aside that i had the pleasure of interviewing two very special and remarkable women lately...one is bestseller author lori gottlieb with who i spoke about how women make their dating- and lovelife harder theirself without realising it..and then i spoke with our wonderfull blogland neighbour kristina lloyd (who is by the way a bestseller author as well because her book "asking for trouble" runs and runs since ten!! years) who really gave me a wonderful time interviewing her and answered very intimate and private questions for my new piece in P.O-Magazin which will be called: The story of a inclination...

aside that there is plenty of work to do ....next week i ll interview susan mcbride and a psychologist about the subject of cougarism (damn..how i dislike teh words milf and cougar...but hey..thats what this phenomenon is called..and i dont dislike the subject itself atb all:-)....

there is a new book contract in my desk which i havent signed yet..sigh*

and there is a ring...this ring belonged to a very very special person...and since her dead ..about 15 years ago..it belongs to me.....but it means a lot to me....in wear it lately with me..under my shirt on a chain..so its close to my heart for a while..because even though this ring means so much to me it will leave me soon..or better say i soon give it away...the person i m giving it too is also very special in many ways..and she dont knows that i ll give her that ring...in one way it makes my heart so heavy...to let it go..but know its the right thing to do..and the person who i ll give it to does so much for my heart and mind...

so..there will be new stories...about naughty and sexy things..there will be new essays about cougars and harems and the anatomie of my own soul...there will be new books...and there will be you and me...

so..before I head back into paperwork...i wanna say thank you so much for the emails and notes i got lately who sheered me up a lot...maybe cheared??? even....especially the words of janine,jo, craig and ms moon meant a lot to me...somehow its true..you can hug someone from a far....