desert rose....

play me....

so...its almost 1:30 in the morning/night...but i m still awake cause the book aka THE BOOK keeps me from sleeping...again i m lost in a storyline...i listen to this song the whole time because the video matches so perfectly for the setting of my story...a palace ..in the desert...desert storms...the sands of time flow...passion...tension...a mann...and a woman who isnt what she pretends to be...visions of long gone events and times...a mase underneath the sand..a man who dont knows anymore if he can trust in what he sees and feels...the desert at night...lightning...the sand who whispers...
i m just about to line the plot out but damn i already love this story...its so intense and i try to capture my own experiences about the desert...thefirst time i went to the desert was when i was still a kid...with my mother...we made somekind of desert safari and slept in a huge beduinstyle tent and by night i heard the desert sing and move..the sand shifting from here to there..that raspy sound..i ll never forget it...years alter i wnet to the desert again...in north africa...while my friends would stay all day at the pool and the beach i went into the desert everyday...i can not tell you how it felt like...the desert does something to the human mind...it makes you think..it makes your thoughts run..i felt like i was loosing my mind in the deserts heat and its burning light...you cant hide nothing from the desert....i so hope that i can carve this story out of my mind the way i feel and "see" it...only the thought of it leaves me wanting and thirsty with dry lips...my muses kisses taste like salt tonight and she brings the smell of the desert winds in her hair...this story is by far the most intense and capturing for this book so far...

oh this book...did i mention that it is so differnet from anything i ever wrote??? the stories...the subjects...they are much darker then my usual tales...the writing style is still mine but different from my usual work...if this book was a baby it would have eyes like burning coals and hair as black and glossy as the wings of an raven....

oh..and even though i m so in love with this book..i have to admit that i already betrayed? it...as you might remember i promised i would write nothing else until this book is done...but...when i had the possibility to indulge in casual sex..i just couldnt hesitate...especially because casual sex is the subject of my new column for a brandnew lifestyle magazin called "MIND"....which is extremly cool and i simply couldnt resist from becoming their new columnist...so..thats all for tonight...evil women in the nightly desert...and new columns....i soon will tell you more about mind and my work with them..so..stay tuned

oh..and dont forget to join in my little contest which whil still run till friday before i pick a winner for another issue of p.o.-magazine