what a day...

wow..that was a long day..i went to the netherlands to buy a frame...it rained all day long and later when i was back home and worked on "the book" i opened the curtains in the living room so could see all the gray sky above the cathedrale and the rain pouring down ..the wet streets underneath my windows...the people running along with their umbrellas....later when the rain got harder the streets where empty ..leaves blown wet and heavy through the streets...and i felt abit gray and heavy too..sleepy...in a drowning kind of way...so..also the story i wrote today was kinda dark and ..well..of cours ei cnat tell you what it is all about..just ..its a vampire story...and thats the soundtrack for my writing today which i listened to all day long...

you have no idea how much i love apocalyptica..and also gavin..so..that song of course was just perfect to put me in the mood for that story...i just searched my way through its storyline...oh you willlove it..i m sure...:-)

and after the whole day in such dark places in felt like doing something bright and nice..sometimes i do weird things..for example...ah its so hard to tell this because it might sound so silly to you...well..i walk through the city..and throw pennie son teh streets..i hold them for a while..and wish that they bring luck to the person who finds and picks the penny up..i know it sounds silly! but..so i make lucky-pennies sometimes....the whole week was so gray and wet and everyone is complaining they do feel alone and unloved and ..winterdepression..you know? smart people call it season depending unwell feeling..can actually be cured easily with a visit to the tanning salon...its light what you guys need...anyway..it was far too wet for licky pennies today..so i thought i make one of these thingies..and hang it up in the library on the messageboard...just look at it..its too hard to explain it in english..but when i came by later on..three where already missing...:-) which is a good sign i guess...it reads: i love you..never forget that someone loves you...it might sound silly..but..i guess it can give some lonely soul a bit of solace on a rainy gray day...