...so now i m back on my two feet since about 2 or 3 days...and what can i say? i really have a hard time to finde back into my all-day/every-day life...everything kinda feels surreal and forreign and i still feel that damned swine flu in my bones...
the biggest problem is the fact that i was suffering from heavy fever dreams and hallucinations while i was sick...heavy stuff..about my grandparents relatives in concentration camps...about really weird stuff...and now i m back on track to be well again its hard for me to realice what was true and what isnt...actually its really simple: nothing was true....but its actually kinda hard for me to realice that nothing has changed while i was sick because everything feels strange and foreign and it feels like things have changed..i know i sound like a fool but thats the truth..that right now everything feels arteficial...:-/
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You are not really all well yet, you know. That fever stuff really gets into your brain and it takes a while for the world to return to normal. I always feel like I'm watching a movie when I am getting sick. It sounds like your movies were not good ones. Be gentle with yourself until you are all the way healed.
Hummm.. I'm sure there's a remedy for exactly this, but I don't know it. Maybe take some arnica, it's good for grounding - you take it for jet lag. Maybe it would help bring you back into yourself? Can't do any harm anyway.
@ ms moon
that might be the fact..:-/ i guess i have to wait some more to be all well again
@ jo
i have arnica as a liquid..do you think that helps too?
Yup. A liquid like a tincture or a cream? Internally is better, but a cream would be better than nothing.
yes a liquid..like drops...i laready startet to take it..
In some circles that type of dreaming would be called a Shamanic dream. (Transformational) Like a vision, steeped in heavy meaning and symbolism. Linked with anscestory.
It could be that you are being "called" in some way to do something specific... perhaps you are emerging as a healer yourself.. ??
Interesting.
Or maybe you're just not 100 percent well yet :-)
Hope you feel better soon.
pf
I second Jo's recommendation for arnica. Glad you are getting back.
Danielle, hope you get well soon and better slowly than quick. we have plenty of time ... :) wish you all good and talk to you soon!
xMarta
ps. and thanks for everything, it's been really long since my last comment but now i felt like i have to say to you that...it's been a pleasure to know you :)
@ petit fleur
i dont know if that was shamanic stuff or just bad dreams..but for now i m actually happy thats its over..:-)
@ marta
thank you for that wonderfull coment of yours:-)
you know i love your work a lot and i m happy we have a lot more time :-)
@ robin
oh no..i hobbled over your coment!
i m already on the arnica trip and i feel slightly better..:-)
Just catching up here—so sorry you've been ill! : ( I'm glad you're on the mend now. Be gentle with yourself!
@ jeremy
ah thank you..i stikll can use some getting well wishes..but i mon the best way back..:-)
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